FullmoonDarkstar

MWAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!! DID I SCARE YA?! NO?!?!?!?!??!?!?! Ah.....okayy.......I'll try another time to do so. X3


I have officially left for one year....and 9 months on YouTube!

I know ya hate me O.O

I will give ya my address so you can come and kick my butt:

Country: Candyland
City: None of your care
Street Address: The "Invisible Maniac" Cloud 9
Zip Code: *****


Hope you are satisfied!! X3




OKAY UPDATE!!!!


For those who saw my vid on Youtube, you know I have been good. Too much schoolwork, I am dying dying....XD

Okay, I came first in my class in High School freshman class last year. Yup, I kicked up butts! CALL ME A NERD AS MUCH AS YOU WANT I WILL MAKE IT!!!!!!!!


My....everyday schedule.....

School
Studying
Afternoon school
More Studying
Martial Arts (btw I got green belt )
Reading books in my phone while pretending to be asleep until 3 AM.
Waking up and walking around my room like a Zombie.
Repeat agaiin...


BUUUUT I will start updating stuff and videos on CHRISTMAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!



My goals:

1) Finish my damn long story on YouTube!!! ( Sorry guys but I will keep going on the third season when I go to university that means....in 2 years from now. )
2) Make my fat butt sit on a chair and start writing again.
3) Work on my inspiration.
4) LOOSE ALL OF MY FAT!!! -_-
5) Focus on my school and keep coming first for the rest of my high school years
6) GIVE YOU ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL THE LOVE AND ATTENTION YOU SHOULD RECEIVE!!!!



WAIT TILL SANTA COMES BACK FOR THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!


MANY MANY MANY COUNTLESS ENDLESS LOVELY (AND ALL THE WONDERFUL SYNONYMS) HUGS!!!!!


Love ya!!!!!!







BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear deviantArt and YouTube friends,

As you have noticed, I haven't been on for a while. I haven't posted any art or uploaded any videos. I haven't favorited any of your lovely art or replied to your messages. I am deeply sorry about that.
I have a good reason though. I'm facing two problems. The first problem is that my computer has no internet and that has been happening the whole summer. I need to use my mother's laptop if I want to upload my videos but she rarely lets me to do so. I'm usually using my mobile, but I can do nothing more than replying to messages in deviantArt only. Well, that's annoying.
The second problem though is the most important. I was diagnosed that I have lack of ferritin. Ferritin is an important protein of our body and if you lack of it you're having certain symptoms and well....I have all the symptoms except those in serious situations. The symptoms I have are: lack of ability to memorize, lack of concentration and endurance and getting tired easily.Also, you feel weakness, dizziness, debility, you have difficult breathing and the feeling of fast pulsation. Also, there are times that you faint too :/. Believe me, I've tried so hard to make a video or write a story but the most of the times I can't even start it....
At school, I couldn't concentrate during the lesson and in exams I could barely study. That has never happened to me before, I'm a very good and responsible student so you can understand what I have to face this school year...
Once again, I'm deeply sorry for what's happening. I don't know when I'll be able to continue my story in YouTube and post my art here. I'm DEEPLY sorry...

With love,
Fullmoon~

Tears fall down,
one by one.
Leavin' myself,
in the dark.
Nothing tells me,
to go back...

I leave behind,
my past.
I rip apart,
my heart.
Nothing tells me,
to stop...

Can't stand the pain,
can't stand the hurt.
Can't find a place and say:
"I'm staying here with you, my love"
I can't at all....

Get me out!
Get me out!
I'm screamin' outloud,
so you can hear me...

Come on now!
Come on now!
Don't even ask how,
come here and save me...

Come here and get me out...
Get me out...
Get me out...

There's no light,
in my soul.
There's no music,
in that song.
How did I come here?
I don't know...

Now you tell me,
not to stop.
Now you grab me,
not to fall.
If you ask me about love,
I won't say no...

Now, I can stand the pain,
I can stand the hurt.
I can  find a place and say:
"I'm staying here with you, my love"
Now I can...

Get me out!
Get me out!
I'm screamin' outloud,
so you can hear me...

Come on now!
Come on now!
Don't even ask how,
come here and save me...

Save me!
Save me!

I know you can...

I came up with that and wrote it in ten minutes so it maybe make no sence. Anyway, enjoy.

I feel so happy after all.
I hope that this isn't a dream at all.
And if it is,
I hope that it'll last forever.

I'm not pretty you know.
I'm not brave or strong.
The truth is,
that i'm not that clever.

I'm just a girl with dreams and hopes,
which faded away.
I'm just a girl who grabs your hand,
and asks to be taken away.

I don't want to be like that anymore.
I want to be friendly and strong.
I want to be happy after all.
And you help me with that.

How can I not love you,
when you get me out of darkness?
How can I not trust you,
when you bring me to lightness?

The more the time passes,
the more I love you.
And if you are a dream that will end,
I'll still love you.

This is a story which I made for someone that I really care about. :3 You can see the story as a video in Youtube if you are bored to read it!! XD I'm sorry for my bad English!!

Watch in Youtube:
Part 1: www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYM2gz…
Part 2: www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsJh2I…
Part 3(Final) www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kCraM…

The story:

                             A Night with Full Moon                
                                                                                     by Fullmoon

   Silver was walking alone in the dark forest. He was all alone that beautiful and silent night. He wasn't a lonely Umbreon, no… But, this night he was lonely. This night was special for him, but he had no one to share it with. Frost had Midnight, Raven had Sun, but…he had no one. No mate, no love.
  He sighed. He sat on a rock and looked at the sky. "What a beautiful night!" he thought. The thought made him smile a bit. He looked at the full moon. It was so bright and dreamy! The moonlight was giving him a feeling of happiness. It was an unusual  feeling, he couldn't describe it, but it felt good. "Moon" he started to say "Moon, I know that this night is special. Special for every couple. I don't have someone to love. I may love my friends and I love them a lot, but there's an empty space in my heart that they can't fill. I need someone, moon. I need someone to fill it. Someone to make to me feel happy. Someone that will erase the feeling of loneliness."  Silver took a deep breath. Some tears ran down his cheeks, but he let them fall. "I wish I had a mate" he wished.
   Nothing showed him that his wish would come true. He knew that he wouldn't receive a reply, though. But, deep in his heart, he had hope. The hope that, tonight, he would find that someone…
  He laid down on the rock. He started counting the stars. One by one… It might be quite boring, but, at least, it made him happy. His red rings started to glow. Their light made his white, soft fur to sparkle under the moonlight. It made him look so handsome… But, except his handsomeness, Silver was a brave and tough Umbreon. He was kind, smart and protective. He could be your best friend, but your worst enemy too…
  Deep in the same forest, there was someone who was alone either. A young, female Umbreon. She was shiny. Her rings had an unusual azure colour. It was brighter than other shinies. Her fur was so black, that it looked like it was made of ebony. It was very soft and furry.
  The female Umbreon looked at the full moon. Bad memories filled her mind. Especially one. The day of her birth, when she got out of her egg and looked around. Noone was there for her. Neither parents nor siblings. That day, she realized how her life was going to be. Tough and lonely… She was 15 years old, but that memory still hurt her. It was too painful to be forgotten.
  The shiny Umbreon, that her name was Fullmoon, sat down and started to lick her wounds. She has had a tough battle, before she came to that place. She was badly injured and her left forehead leg was in bad condition. She had to leave… She wasn't safe there… Suddenly, she heard some bustles… "Oh, no…" she said and she ran away…
  Silver got bored. He stood up and started making his way back to home. Then, he heard an explosion…and a scream…then a cry… In a second of thought, he started to run and tried to pinpoint where the cry was coming from… When he finally reached the place, he saw a Houndoom and an Umbreon. The shiny Umbreon was deadly injured. The blood was covering her fur. Wait, she was a girl?!? Who in the world would hate her so much to injure her like that? He sensed her aura. All that he saw were pain and darkness. No happiness, no hope. Only painful feelings, but braveness too. He looked at the Houndoom. He needn't to sense his aura. It was obvious that he was heartless and evil…
  "It seems that I got lucky tonight, Fullmoon." he said as he smiled evily.
  "Really? I can't see why…" said the Umbreon, that probably was Fullmoon.
  "Oh, come on. It's obvious!" he smirked "Finally, after 15 years…"
  "15 terrible years!" she said and she narrowed her eyes.
  "I finally have the chance to kill you!"
  "No way!" She said with sarcasm. Then, she fainted.
  The Houndoom smirked. But, before he attacked, a shadowball hit him.
  "What the heck?!?"
  A male Umbreon appeared. He had red rings and white fur. In his red eyes, you could easily see that he was there for giving a payback to that Houndoom.
  "And who are you?!?"
  "The name's Silver. It's nice to meet you. But you won't be happy for meeting me" he smirked and he used shadowball.
 The Houndoom got hit. He tried to attack, but Silver attacked him with iron tail. It hit him again. He started to feel dizzy. Silver took advantage of that and finished the Houndoom by using hidden power. The attacks were few, but strong enough to knock out the Houndoom, who collapsed on the ground.
 Silver smiled to himself. He turned and walked up to the unconscious Umbreon. He put her on his back and carried her to a safer place. He found a peaceful meadow. He placed her down, carefully, on the soft grass. He used his powers to heal her wounds and licked her fur to clean it a bit. He looked at her. She was beautiful… Her fur, her rings, her size…Everything on her was different and unusual  for an Umbreon. But she was beautiful…
  As he was looking at her face, he could feel his heart beating faster than ever. He didn't know why or how, but he felt like he knew that Umbreon for ages…15 years said the Houndoom. So, she was 15. He was 18 but he didn't care about that. Love has no limits…
  W-wait, love? S-so, he loved her?!? B-but, he didn't even know her!! How could he love her? What if that was wrong? What if unless she loved him back? It was obvious that she wasn't the easy type. And that was making things more difficult. But he wanted her…
  Fullmoon started to regain her consciousness. She felt something warm and furry to press itself against her. She opened her eyes slowly and blinked. When she regained her strength, she turned and saw Silver. She froze. Silver froze as well. "What is she gonna do?" he thought "Will she attack me or run away?" Fullmoon stood up and walked a bit further. Silver didn't move or talk. He just stood there, looking at her and waiting for her reaction. "Who are you? Why am I here?" she asked narrowing her eyes. "My name is Silver. I brought you here because it's safer and no one will attack you" he answered. "So, are you the one that saved me?" he nodded. "Well, thank you…" "You're welcome"
   Silver stood there smiling warmly at her. He looked into her eyes. They were so bright! Their yellow colour was brighter than sunbeams… He saw braveness, kindness and generosity into her eyes. He realized that she was the one, the one that he always needed, and that made him blush lightly. On the other hand, Fullmoon was feeling awkward. He was staring at her for so many minutes! She couldn't blame him, though. She was so different… So different and ugly… She wouldn't blame him if he teased her or laughed with her. She was such a freak for every pokemon in this forest…
   "Aren't they?"
   Silver's voice got her back to reality.
   "Eh…em…what?"
   "The stars. They're so beautiful tonight, aren't they?" he smiled.
   Fullmoon looked up at the stars. He was right, they were so beautiful! And the full moon seemed to fit perfectly that dreamy night.
  "Yeah and the full moon is so beautiful too!" she said as she sighed happily.
  "Yeah, it is. But not as beautiful as you." He smiled.
   Fullmoon blushed lightly and chuckled. "Did you take that from a love story or think it by your own?"
   "I thought it by my own."
    Fullmoon smiled shyly. "That is the best thing that someone has ever told me. Thank you…"
  "Silver blushed. "You're welcome"
   Silver tried to think of something to get closer to her. So, he walked closer and sat down beside her. That made Fullmoon to gasp and shiver in fear.
   "W-what are y-you d-doing?"
   Silver smiled warmly. "I saw that you were cold, so I tried to warm you."
   Fullmoon calmed down. "Oh, thank you…"
   "You're welcome"
   Silver smiled more. She let him to sit beside her! Was she feeling in the same way? Did she like him or even…love him? No, that would be impossible. It was difficult even for him to describe that as love. But, he had to try. Try to gain her heart. He didn't want her to disappear again, back to that dark forest.
   Thus, he took a deep breath. He moved his tail slowly and then, he wrapped it around hers. They both blushed. Silver blushed because of his move and Fullmoon blushed because of the warmth that she felt into her heart. It felt so strange, but so good at the same time…
    She cleared her throat. "Em…You know…I-I think that…you remind me of someone…"
   "Really? Who?"
   "I can't remember…"
   "Well, I can remember…I remember you…" he smiled.
   "Really?"
   He nodded. "You were the one that burnt a whole forest, the one that destroyed my home, when I was an Eevee"
   Old memories crossed her mind. A forest fire was burning the dense forest. Screams of agony, horror and pain were being heard. Many pokemon were running, trying to avoid the flames. She saw herself killing whoever was bumping on her. And then…he appeared. A white-furred Eevee with deep red eyes, stood in front of her. He looked up at her tearing up. She tried to attack him, but something inside her told her not to. So, she just left him there and tried to find someone else to attack to. The Eevee ran away trying to find his parents, without success…
   Some tears ran down her cheeks when she remembered all these horrible memories… Once again, she remembered that she was nothing but a killer…
   Silver noticed her sadness and smiled warmly. He looked up at the moon…
   "I never believed that I would fall in love with a killer." He chuckled.
   Fullmoon blushed lightly and looked at him. She gasped. "What?"
   Silver looked into her eyes and smiled more. He leaned closer and licked her tears.
  "I said: I never believed that I would fall in love with a killer" he whispered.
  "F-fall i-in love?"
   "Yes, Fullmoon. I love you"
   Fullmoon's eyes widened. She could feel her heart beating faster than ever. Her cheeks turned into a deep red colour. Silver noticed her blush and got closer to her. He wrapped his arms around her back and leaned his head closer to hers.
   "I love you. Do you feel the same for me?" he said with hope.
    Fullmoon looked into his eyes. Could she trust him? He saved her. He healed her wounds. He didn't make fun of her being different and the most important…he loved her, even if she had destroyed his home. How couldn't she trust him, after all these things that he did?
   She smiled shyly. "I do. I do love you."
   Silver smiled and held her tighter. He blushed as he was leaning in for a deep and passionate kiss. Fullmoon kissed him back. They were both blushing. Silver pushed her softly on the ground and continued kissing her. Fullmoon's heart was beating so fast that it looked like it was going to explode. Silver was purring in delight… His wish came true…
   When they finally broke up the kiss, they fell asleep cuddling and nuzzling each other. They didn't know what the future would bring for them, but they knew that they would be together. Loving and supporting each other, no matter what.
                                                   And that was the most important.

 
                                                                          The End.